And then is the next chapter; problems abound of my own making. After I won a little money for sticking it through, I lost it on the ES Mini trying to make a business. As it turned out, the Tradestation thing was kind of good but could not execute a trade in a timely fashion to save it's life.
It took 6 weeks on the sidelines before I realized that it was me who should not play with fire without the proper safety tools. Tools that I cannot afford.
Now that I am still generating, how can I use the talents that God has given me to make my Master what he wants. I am referring to the slaves and the gold talents adage that was mentioned in the Bible.
What does God want me to do?
 I keep thinking that it is gold that he wants but is it really? And is that the real answer? He has given me so much but I fear squandering His gifts. Wonder how Kris is and if he will ever come around...

Thank you for being you.

As I see it, there's a long road ahead and all the people that are by my side through these times need to be thanked and applauded for their acts of selflessness. I hope to live up to your expectations.

Be brave rabbit...

God! What the hell am I thinking? Bravery? Doesn't He know that bravery comes with a price on your head?